well... it seems you're available to play the game. cool.

It's been a while... it's harder for me to get online these days. I don't have long this morning and I'm not alone so no D for me, but the word game works for me for now. How are you feeling? Any progress with your innocent lady friend?

i'm not gonna whine about missing you. i've been keeping myself busy as possible. doctoring, of course...which seems to be going well finally. riding my horse...he is magnificent and is learning speech commands. i'm teaching him to bow (because one must bow before a mistress no matter how freakin' big you are, yes?) the flirtation continues with the little yuppy girl. she wants it bad so i'm having fun making her suffer and pretend not to notice when she lowers her head so she can raise her eyes to me. sorta pleading. pitiful. i will eventually use her, i imagine. no questions for you today. if you can't come here much, you can't come here much. so be it. it is what it is.

Thanks for understanding and that's good news about the doctoring, and the horse, and the yuppie girl? I will be here when I can, that's all that matters right? No whining needed, mistresses shouldn't whine no matter how freakin' persuasive you are, right?

i will be strong about all things. all things. i'm not going down to an illness, i'm not going to fret over a cutie who's unavailable, and i'm gettin' on with it. doesn't mean i don't get a twinge now and then. but i'm not going to tell you that. i'm glad you'll be here when you can and look forward to a little word play, perhaps. sometimes it makes me a little hot but i'm not going to tell you that either.

You're not good at keeping secrets Miss D. I'm really glad that you're staying strong and kicking the crap out of this illness. I'm equally as glad that you're not going to fret over me, but still manage to get that little squishy feeling inside and that little rush of breath when I type just the word you're looking for.

oh, yeah... not gonna lie. you can still take my breath away, just a little...with the right word. may it ever be so.

I believe it and thank you. Just knowing that I can put a smile on your face (and also sometimes help lubricate your other lips) while you're going through such a terrible time makes me feel very good. Insert "shining my halo" analogy here.